I'm OK You're OK

My behaviour's not all spotless,
and my words are often thoughtless
I've gone to peices in my head
when I've been scared
why does the universe point this out
it makes me weak it fuels my doubt
i wish i could just tell you all
but fear keeps me from making that call
I can't let you in on everything
I can't guarantee what that will bring
So in silence i shed my tears
can I live with this through all my years
for, in implicating you
I'll implicate me too...
.and I'm afraid of broken hearts
and I want you to mend our faulty parts
but I'm guilty of being beyond repair
and I'm guilty of trying to not care
I wish for a better Day,
where i'm ok and you're ok

TRIPS AHOY!

So we went to bali oin Jan, London in Feb, Goa in April

and London in June, then Goa in July and malaysia in September

so when he suggested goa again I was pleasantly surprised...

I love Goa and three trips within 6 months is just fabulous

We stayed at the gorgeousbaia do sol, the plan was to have no plan

I got there on saturday after work, welcome by him ad fancy car and driver cold water and a wet towel to cool off and clen up, the drive to Baga was long and lovely

we barely rested when the beach called Britto's for an early dinner followed by cvala, where we danced together my cheek to his chest and a spicy mango mojito in my hands....it was a hot and uber cool setting all at once....

The nect day saw us meandering in the direction of asvem to find an empty beach and a shack willing to cook for two, he managed to deliver both with ease...in response to my every very specific deman, with one word "Sorted"

The night was a sultry slighlty rqainy one where I was feeling lucky and we proceeded to double our money at black jack, and headed to a quiet and practically empty cvala, where he took over the miusic playing only my favourite songs all evening and so chrmed were they by our enthusiasm that they gave us a shot of every single house made feni they had....much to his horror I polished off all of them...only threats that he would leave me at the abr if they gave me any more free alcohol could stem the flow of feni :)

After acqurining some stunning pieces of art, we packed ate a huge lunch the minute souza lobo opened for business, doused ourselves in beer and breezers and headed home.