You know the world is going crazy when...
the best rapper is a white guy,
the best golfer is a black guy,
France is accusing the US of arrogance,
and Germany doesn't want to go to war!

Oh Finally done with the pracs...................thanks to Vahishta and Ally.............who were abolutely angelic to crabby me :)
*PHEW*
Then was cheered up at dinner........with posh chinese and strawberry margarita's.......:)
And then Sunday was good.........nan's birthday....met up with cousins and family......and had a lovely lunch followed by two types of cake, watermelon...custard.........yum!!!
and treat of all treats met up with my girls............kallie and divie..........:)
Ah.........yes........I'm back people........mood is stable.....am posting again......and though I was worried about the "silk worm missiles" that hit my fave mall at the water front as well as the fishing pier.........But V has assured me that the Iraqis barely have any missiles so I need not worry too much............
V is super

Peace is not won by those who fiercely guard their differences but by those who with open minds and hearts seek out connections.
--Katherine Paterson

A few great minds are enough to endow humanity with monstrous power, but a few great hearts are not enough to make us worthy of using it.
--Jean Rostand

contributed by Darryl

Gio has contributed the post bellow...................:)
We are each others angels
with only one wing.
And we can fly only
by embracing
each other. luciano de crescenzo

For my chaotica............
You don't have to suffer
continual chaos in
order to grow. john lilly

-------------Thanx a lot Gio........:)

Welcome to the page GIO :)
hope u keep reading posting and feel free to submit stuff for the page :).......I like it to be interractive

Can someone tell me why I can't find an experimental subject who's not busy???????????

DESPERATELY Seeking experimental subjects.........................

Hey has anyone seen the movie Mull holland drive???? please call me or write to me and explain what the hell is going on in that movie................and make it ASAP!!!!!
*Phewww*

Dale is brilliant.......but then I always knew that......
if America could be sumed up in one song...

Rage Against the Machine - No Shelter

The act of extraction, got you number than number than numb
Into your pockets, son, they got you thinkin' that
What you need is what they sellin', made you think that buyin' is
rebellin'
From the theaters to malls, on every shore,
the thin line between entertainment and war
The front line is everywhere, there be no shelter here

Suburban nightmare what you wishin' for
I'm as tight as the whip, the truth feathered and tarred
Memories erased and promise gone, trading your history for a VCR
Cinema, simulated life and trauma, birthright, culture, Americana
Chained to the dream they got you searchin' for,
the thin line between entertainment and war

There be no shelter here, the front line is everywhere
There be no shelter here, the front line is everywhere
There be no shelter here, the front line is everywhere
There be no shelter here, the front line is everywhere

Hospitals, not profit full, the market's pull got pockets full
To advertise some hip disguise, view the world from American eyes
The (??) keep feedin' for more, the thin line between entertainment and
war
Fix the need, develop the taste
Buy the products or get laid to waste

Coca-Cola is back in their veins in Saigon
And Rambo troops we gotta new paradise, huh
Godzilla pure motherfuckin' filler, get your eyes off the real killer
Cinema, simulated life and trauma, birthright, culture, Americana
Chained to the dream they got you searchin' for,
the thin line between entertainment and war

There be no shelter here, the front line is everywhere
There be no shelter here, the front line is everywhere
There be no shelter here, the front line is everywhere
There be no shelter here, the front line is everywhere

American eyes, American eyes
View the world from American eyes
Bury the past, rob us blind
And leave nothing behind

American eyes, American eyes
View the world from American eyes
Bury the past, rob us blind
And leave nothing behind

Just stare
Just stare
Just stare
Just stare and live the nightmare

Am currently in self-destruct mode...........I think...........why else would I not study and do every other damn thing even cleaning out my closet!!!!
this path to self destruction is sooooooooooooo unlike me who always had my life paths figured out.........I guess the uncertainty of life in general has gotten to me....I dunno have no plausible explanations nor excuses for my blatant refusal to get with the need of the hour.....(which is to get my ass downstairs and get my nose in my books)
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
(will therefore wallow in self pity)

New Formula for mega life change
Heres how the equation goes---------------------------------
C = :) when X= Ex

Am feeling much better today............:) my front teeth are done..:) and I asked her to put in a gap............lol :)
Have met someone...........as in not really met someone.....just seeing a whole new side to a certain someone.......and its pretty kool coz boy, I soooooooooooooo like what I'm seeing :)

When you look directly at an insane man all you see is a reflection of your own knowledge that he is insane, which is not see him at all. ('Zen and the art of motor cycle maintenance')

Our vision is so narrowed to the world that its like taking a handfull of sand from the endless landsacpe of awareness around us and call that handfull of sand the world. ('Zen and the art of motor cycle maintenance')

contributed by-------------->. un-arun.

Talk about "be careful what you're wishing"......was just saying how I have nothing to blog about theres plenty to say now............First off had a major dental emergency....may need a root canal..........eeeeeekkkkkkkkk after having half of my face numbed....and my speech slurring terribly I come home to the news of the war... Suddenly my life has been thrown into disarray and chaos.......am very freaked now about complete and utter uncertainity about future days to come...what with my father (sole bread winner) being in kuwait and may have to return sans job et L'argent or worse may get killed or maimed by stray bullet(???)/ missile(???)
...........eeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkk ( X 10,000000000000000000000)
yeah you get the picture...........oh did I forget to mention EXAMS!!!!!!!!!! and MORE DENTAL MONEY SQUEEZING APPOINTMENTS?????
yup there u go...................thats plenty to blog about.............

So whats goin on in your lives.............nothing much in mine.............believe me nothing worth blogging about..............sad nah..........very very sad............

Hey people...........I think I'm back...........not fully but definitely feeling better.......thanx to all of you for the concerned mail........and posts.......
LOVE YOU ALL......................((((((((((((((((((((((KISSSSSSSSSSSSSSS))))))))))))))))))))))))
Watched the match today.........sat thru the whole thing..........a first for me........was also score gurl and kept poor X-man updated with the scores........he was working.......
Total slacking on the study front..........:S
but LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLL:)
later ........................

Gosh I've been a very bad blogger..............and I'll tell you what I've had no motivation to even get this post up :(
I'm really in a horrid place in my life right now......in the last few weeks I've been slipping into this dark hole of dissatisfaction.........
its crept over and into every area of my life......motivation levels are at an all time low..........and If I had not had so much fun at Insomnia on saturday night I would have had to say I'm a bit depressed.........perhaps i am.....and being with people I love, elevated my mood.......
Thank God for the Angels in my life right now........Kal, Div, Aero.........and my latest Angel........(last but by no means the least) DAZ
cry for help people and its right here......................

yeah yeah I know I haven't posted.........but now I have........and these are funny read bellow.....

My personal favourite------------>Two dyslexic bank robbers went into the bank and one shouts "air in the hands
mother stickers this is a fuckup"

New Barbie Dolls to Represent the Diversity of Women in the 90s:

Regular Barbie - Box says she comes with Ken, but she only really
comes with GI Joe. She fakes it with ken

Morning Sickness Barbie - Barbie's stomach is swelling and GI Joe
can't be found

Divorce Barbie - Comes with regular accessories and half of Ken's
stuff

S & M Barbie - Barbie is dressed is black rubber and comes with
collar, leash, and whip for Ken

Alcoholic Barbie - Comes with AA membership and a real fifth of cheap
bourbon

Teenage Single-Parent Barbie - Welfare check from Mattel mailed each
month

Crack Addict Barbie - Pipe included, sugar may be used to simulate
crack cocaine

Boulevard Barbie - Comes with cheap makeup, short skirt, high heels,
fishnet stockings, antibiotics, and GI Joe in a purple leisure suit

Lawyer Barbie - Comes with paternity paperwork for GI Joe

Proctologist Barbie - Comes with miniature gloves, lubricant, and
perma-smile Ken

Bisexual Barbie - Comes with GI Joe or Skipper

Lesbian Barbie - butch Barbie only comes with Skipper


Trailer Park Barbie Set - Barbie's in her own home and it's on
wheels; Comes with trailer, '74 LTD convertable, Ken, and 3 Joe juniors

Voodoo Barbie - Comes with miniature Ken-like doll and 1001 pins

Double Trouble Barbie - Look! Barbie has a twin named Bambi! Comes
with both Barbie and GI Joe

Bulemic Barbie - Also no different in appearance from regular Barbie,
just push her tummy and she barfs

Punk Barbie - Has rings in all sorts of strange places,
hair color may vary

Breast Implant Barbie - Now Barbie's a FFF-cup, comes with Barb Wire
costume and Beat-Ken-To-A-Pulp GI Joe

Feminist Barbie - Comes by herself, has unshaven legs and armpits,
and battery operated personal latex devices - Batteries included

Bobbitt Barbie- Same as Feminist Barbie and comes with real
Ginsu(TM) knife; Not responsible for damaged GI Joe dolls

Exams Exams Exams.............time table is out!!!!!!
28th-----31st-----any one of those days could be my pracs...........eeeeeeeeekkkkkkkk
10th personality theory
16th cognition, emotion, motivation
19th Research methodology and statsYup there u go......it ends just before my birthday............BTW what with Bush's war hanging over our heads.........I may not get to have my mega party.............but hey will deffinitely do something.......you turn 21 only once right???

Yunnoh, I have the most freaky accidents..........I swear...........I mean how many people turn away to avoid sneezing on a friend and end up crashing their head into a wall----------------->ME........sounds a bit slapstick...........yes it was.........:( had a wee bump.........but its all squashed down to normal now........still hurts when I comb my hair.........