I wish I could defend this, I wish this could be denied
sometimes I wish they hadn't asked, sometimes I wish I'd lied

Its always hard to face the facts when life is laid threadbare
and if I could wish for a constant thing, I'd wish that you'd be there

I'd rather have nothing at all, than live a life of lies
for if this is a choice we both have made then what's the point of Why's

Wanna eat the world's best VADA PAV?
sure, I said, and I did
standing on the roadside in THANE
with a strip of news paper
glued to the underside of my chin
(to prevent the escape of even the teeniest crumb of
the worlds best vada pav from my hungry lips)
I bit into the hottest, yummiest, vada pav ever!
first comes the contradicting sensations of
the piping hot vada and the cool pav
then the flavours burst across my tongue
the spicy potato flavoured with coriander
the red garlic chutney and surprise element
Chilly pickle! YUM!
all washed down with a glass of Kokum soda
(the kokum guy's right next door to the vada guy, very convenient)
a dining experience I will always remember

Miles Davis once said, "music is as much about the silence as it is about the notes, without silence, music is just noise, the silences are what defines music" similarly distance defines relationships...not brief moments of contact.....anyone can sustain the exciting intensity of brief contact, (like a dopamine orgasm ) and deliberately distancing oneself in order to make the brief contact more appealing is just playing it safe to be emotionally unavailable.....in a relationship, i assume my partner is with me for certain reasons, so when i'm not feeling the connection, i'm immediately looking at whatever I can do to correct the situation, but I've realised that connections have two ends; that i don't enjoy the sound of one hand clapping
and that I cannot fix something I did not break.....

when all our dreams are confetti on the floor, not soaring high like they were moments ago, will you let me know?