Ok its only fair My top ten most romantic songs to sing to a guy

1. Head over Feet---------------------------> Alanis (works both ways)

2. By your side------------------------------> Sade

3. Everything-------------------------------> Alanis
line that reminds me of you: "and you love my dark.....and you're still here"
4. Surrendering-----------------------------> Alanis
line that reminds me of you: "i'll salute you for your patience....in the face of adverserial forces that i represent"
5. Pieces of me------------------------------> Ashley simpson

6. Iris---------------------------------------> goo goo doll's
line that reminds me of you: "when everything's meant to be broken I just want you to know who I am"
7. Dear Ben/(insert name here)-------------> Jennifer Lopez

8. you make me feel like a natural woman----> Aretha Franklin/ kelly clarkson
line that reminds me of you: "you make me feel like a natural woman..."
9. thank you---------------------------------> Dido

10. in the arms of the angels----------------------------------> Sarah McLachlan
line that reminds me of you: "You are pulled from the wreckage, Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel, May you find some comfort there"

Graffiti: hint hint

"If I'm sleeping and you want to wake me, don't shake me just take me!"

The greatest lies of all time:

1. I love you
2. This won't hurt a bit
3. I was just going to call you
4. I'm fine
   
5. Of course I'll respect you in the morning

C.Yerkes reminded me of him

he said the didn't want to see me hurt
does that mean he closed his eyes while I cried?

pick me!! I've fallen for you

Ok top ten most romantic songs to have a man sing to me....
make me weak in the knees and thoroughly pleased....

1. Head over Feet-------------> Alanis
2. This is no ordinary love-----> sade
3. The scientist----------------> cold play
4. Ain't no sunshine------------> Bill wither's
5. Wonderwall-----------------> oasis
6. My everything--------------> Barry white
7. sunday morning ------------> maroon 5
8. DnD------------------------->Semisonic
9. angel------------------------> robbie williams
10 and I love her---------------> The Beatles

De Profundis
Dorothy Parker
Oh, is it, then, Utopian
To hope that I may meet a man
Who’ll not relate, in accents suave,
The tales of girls he used to have?


surprise me

"It had been years since I'd last seen you
But not years since I'd last thought of you....

And I couldn't help but think
Of what might have been
We got along so well --
But then you always had to leave
While I always had to stay
I'm sure you've found someone
While I'm still looking for the right person
And I can't help but think
That you might have been her
And that I missed my chance.....
My phone rang at eight this morning....
And if I'd thought about it at all
I would have realized
That you were....
Probably somewhere .....
Your mind on anything but me
But for a split second I thought it was you
And I was so happy
But you don't even have my number
Or my address or any way to contact me
Perhaps that's the way you planned it
At any rate the person on the phone
Was someone I didn't know
Who had dialed the wrong number
But feeling your presence again
I can't tell you what that was like
But I know you don't feel the same
And so, I guess
This is good-bye
I'm so sad that I missed my chance
With you...."

you're three years too late....
I'm sorry things turned out this way
but I've grown too, I'm not the girl you knew

Combattez la misère qui s'infiltre en dedans,
jour et nuit et jour encore
Comme toujours moi maintiens silencieux,
espérant par exemple changer le votre intention

Fighting the misery that seeps within, day and night and day again
Like always I keep silent, hoping by example to change your intent

there comes a time, when limits are reached,
when sweet temper's sour, reach a peak
when the world around seems way too bleak
yet hope springs eternal

when its me against them, they against him
when my considered decision's
seem like menstruation induced whims
perhaps its finally clear in my head
so what's if its prompted by something he said?

my eternal hope spring
does the most wondeful things
like that mid-dinner sms
simple little gestures that I love best

She spoke of fleeting glances, across our crowded city,
chance sightings, that sudden surprise....
I remember one such sighting,
I watched you drive by, and in that briefest moment
I felt I'd watched a stranger go by,
to me you were a distant entity,
I headed in the opposite direction almost immediately
contemplating the loss of our connectivity
while the phone in my hand buzzed almost instantly
it was you calling me
the universe seemed right as rain
connection restored once again

"you, my darling, are not an easy personality to handle...between fiction and reality you live.... with your own demanding little attitude and egoistic view....HOWEVER....
you are not to marry in doubt of the stability of a relationship....

you, my darling...are not to marry in doubt of little ignorant habits and behaviors...
you should considder happiness with overwelming support from you own spirit ...."

Do parents really know best?

repeatedly put to the test
I look upwards for deliverance....

you've sunk solo
sunk so low
the water is salty
salty like tears
viscous like your fears
its too late
drowning in a mess you've made

I live a world whose survival is contingent
on actuality, I'm trapped in reality

incompatible with quixotic me

I chase a skein of nothingness
down my arm, to my wrist

in my head a thousand thoughts turn

what do you know about discovering desire?
or the cessation of it

If I only had one dream, this would be more than it seems.

I've been eating loads of chocolate these days....
the empty wrappers and diminishng supply, my only proof
or perhaps the pounds i'll quietly pile on....

"thats a lot of chocolate" she said
my hand paused for a second over the malteaser pail....
but only for a second, as I grabbed my second handful

"i need to get the bitter taste out of my mouth" i said by way of explanation
"what bitter taste?" she asked, oh how i dislike her persistence...
bitterness of me
i said in my head
walking off

Every wish is manifest discontent
Every held back words, stays a thought, of silent pain
Behind everything you choose to lose, lies a hidden gain.

figured it out yet?

I'm usually right about the wrong in people.
I have to be, its most often a projection
of whatever is wrong in me.
(BTW I GOT COLOUR!!!!!!)

Chaos demands to
be recognised
and experienced
before letting itself be converted
into a new order.
< Herman Hesse >

if I get recognition
will I be open to conversion?
and be me yet not me?
PTCH!

I rushed out of my house this morning, my baby boy was crying
and I was so very late for his open day at school
I couldn't get a rick, and suddenly this familiar looking guy
sitting in a rick says, "Hi, you're going to school? I'll drop you"
"yes I am...oh great thanks" I said climbing in, parasol et al
The rick started to move and I asked him "so you work at seepz"
"no" he said "I'm at Godrej, Vikhroli"
I looked at him puzzled..."so why are you going via MIDC?" I asked
"Coz I'm dropping you" he said with a smile
in my head my jaw dropped, anyone who knows the roads I'm talking about
know the s#$T load of traffic we combat every morning, this morning it was even worse and here he was taking this insane detour to drop ME!
I mumbled thanks, even offered to pay, but he didn't let me
I thanked him profusely when I got off, even mentioning the insane detour
and as I walked to work I realised I didn't even know his name.
sigh
chivalry is not dead

There’s much ado about feeling nothing
Numb inside and terrified...

Silently in bed,
My tears said to my pillow
I’m trying