I'm here
I've just arrived
walked in dumped the bags
washe dup etc
but like normal people
can't hit the bed
so I'm posting instead
what an entertaining flight its been!
seated at the window blocked from the aisle
by two men who jabbered on thru the flight
and were popping strepsils like me
after having been made to get up
twice so that I could use the bathroom
"excuse me" I said, "I'm sorry I need to use the bathroom"
"again" said chatty dude
"for what" said kerala dude
I couldn't believe these guys
"i'm sick" i said rather rudely
i stormed off in the direction of the bathroom
surprise surprise
they swapped seats in a conspiratory way
so that when I returned from the bathroom
they had moved me to the aisle!!!
HAW!!
i popped another strepsils
to calm me
missing sualin terribly
when the (obvioulsy keralite) man beside me
says, "you are also wayteeng for yer ci ga rette?"
"what?" I said not making the connections
"we'yer eeeting many many stupseels bee cuz 3 awars no ci ga rette"
he continued....
"yes yes" pipped in his chatty mate," mine is ready"
he said proudly displaying a single malboro cancer stick
"I don't smoke" I said "the strepsils are for my throat"
they began to laugh apologizing profusely for having taken me for a smoker
(mis-attributuion and faulty causality my psych celf said)
they then asked me about my iPOD
(yes it was my inflight entertainment b4 these two piped up)
they were so restless just before we landed
I had to use visualizations to help them delay need gratification
(more psych celf)
"i cannot wait to smell mumbai" said chatty one
"i cannot wait to be meeting my friend" (pause) "i am been chatting with her on yahoo internet for 3 months" said kerala dude (pause) "its the only reason I'm in mumbai"
i couldn't wait to get away from them
thye were making big plans about where to smoke their ci-ga-rettes
"when we wait for bus, we wait for last bus, then we'll get two two"
"no no, this is international flight no bus wus, bridge he hoga, no smoking on bridge"
"ok then after bridge in core ree door till immigration"
"arre pandu's are waiting i'll smoke after immigration at baggage place"
"haan haan" said kerala dude sounding pleased "at baggage place long time we wait and we smoke"
I escaped quickly as the seat belt signs went off
but they caught up with me at immigration
good thing
as my pen went out and had to borrow kerala dude's pen
then escaped again but was caught at baggage claim
good thing
they lifted my bags for me
rushed off only to catch up with them at duty free
there I said bye to kerala dude
"good company man" he said to chatty dude
"and her too" he said giving my bags a pat
(figure of speech: transfered gesture, meant originally for shoulder or back, transfered to inanimate object (bag) for fear of slap (from me)
lol
in the end they were sweet
and I didn't have to carry my bags....
YAY!
arriving is lovely

THE LONG RIDE HOME:

I fly back tonight....

to the chaos that is my life

on the brink of a new year

a new start?

endings beginings

so where do I begin?

the end.

Here it is Ladies N Gentlemen

CRAZY FUNNY's

GOODBYE CURLY PRESENT!!!! The iPOD nano

in FINK!

comes with cute case

and funny's music

which is now mine

after the oh you crazy boy

and the oh I can't take this, followed by

the i'll never talk to you

and the like....drama

it was finally, OH MY GOD I love it

and thank you thank you thank you

thrilled to bits and still feeling very overwhelmed.

Dale wishing us a merry christmas from the Fox Glacier......

(with his classic, look I have my tongue in cheek""pose)

post christmas

saw me at home with friends

ally n funny

spent the day yesterday

just chilling chatting

and stuffing our faces

much like turkey's
":"0

joint efforts fail when monster hand tries to eat babie hand

This Post Comes To You live from Dunkin Donuts!!!! Its Funny n curly (curls in tact)

funny: BURP!

Chris: ewwwwwww

technology rocks!!!!!

so does earshot!!!!

EAT YOUR HEART OUT......or just donuts......funny: whichever comes first......

Oh it sure feels like Christmas
its cold and i'm all wrapped up
just like the presents under our little tree
Oh it sure feels like christmas
we're sititng here together
with cake and steamy mugs of tea
And its cold, so cold
yet I am warmed by wishes
of friends and family too
and i'm feeling very happy
but i'm also missing you
oh it sure, feels like Christmas
There's a stocking above my head
it hangs empty to the untrained eye just above my bed
but its full of hope you see
for a pessimistic girl who lost her endless possibilities
Oh it sure feels like christmas
yes it surely feels like christmas.....
it sure feels liks christmas for me......

When sorry is not enough....

damage done
I cannot take it back
promise it was love
not an attack
i will try
to fix you...
with savlon
and neosporin too
inarticulate and using
silly lines to say
i'm deeply sorry I hurt you day......

Truth

Neitzche said, "All credibility, all good conscience,
all evidence of truth come only from the senses".
and he also said.....
"All things are subject to interpretation
whichever interpretation prevails at a given time
is a function of power and not truth."

so I can only feel it in the absence of words
and I can only interpret from action....
what is and what is not...
Am I truly loved?
Am I truly let in?

I do believe therefore that there is a higher truth
one that is above the interpretations
(what you may say, or they...or what I believe)
feelings obscure this truth.....
and then interpretations of those feelings
continue to clock it out
Still, we cannot discount the universe at large
with its penchant for unveiling
where the mood lifts
and the truth as is
is there in all its clarity
but the mind will make up a hundred
reasons to justify what the heart wants....
For me what rules supreme?
the pull of a feeling? the tug of a thought?
living in the moment or chasing a dream?

Its out!! the list is out!!!
and here it is.....

Most over eaten food of 2006
chicken 65!!! And cheesy garlic bread!!!

Most over rated drink of 2006
caipirinha

My personal favourite drink of 2006
Bacardi Breezer Jamaican passion!

Cafe most often visited
Brio at JVPD

Cafe I wish I'd visited more often
Cuppa

Club I wish I danced at more often
Polly Esther's

Club I never thought I'd visit
Sports Bar!

Fave place to dine of 2006
VIE

place I'd like to visit more in 2007
HARD ROCK!

place I want to take him to
Salt water grill

place I haven't been to at all in 2006
Legacy of China

Place I have to get him to take me to in 2007
Citrus

Book I have to finish in 2007
Rushdie’s satanic Verses

Book I should return in 2007
Gitika’s ‘Reading Lolita I Tehran”

Person I should mail more often in 2007
dipiks

Place I should visit more often
My church

People I should call more often
my gran.

People I should call less
LOL need I even type this one out??

HERE HE IS!

Manan, Manan Krishna Moraje

Deepika and Suraj's first born, baby boy...

so
I'm still
ill
battling the stomach bug
with TLC from D
and warm hugs..
sports day was very exciting
jumped up n down and cheered like crazy
:>
even got a school cap!
surprisingly enjoyable
since I only attended about 3-4 sports days
in my school lifetime.....

"Please be Philosophical
Please be tapped into your femininity..."

knot in my throat
and lump in my stomach
I stand
I let
life swamp me
swirl around my feet
edge up above my waist
hitting second base
and higher
till i'm up tomu folicles in it....
the plunge is always harder
than the fall I'm reminded
but I already checked in another round
doth I protest too much....

Clever signatures take on a new dimension with dale's:....
"Thought provoking signatures are on vacation and will return on Boxing day. For any urgent needs, please contact Friedrich Nietzsche in my absence."

speaking of lovely lines...
last night we got out of the car
and like always, instinctually
habitually our hands reach for each other
fingers connect
then he turns to me,
"you still have a fever" he says
"oh no'" I said
shaking my head vigorously
"Oh yes you do" said he
"My hand knows the temperature of your hand"
awwwww said me....

What can I say....
a picture speaks a 1000 words
the mood :pensive

"Heads or tails and fairytales in my mind

Are we, we are,

Are we, we are the waiting unknown

The rage and love,

The story of my life"

"wake me up when december ends..."

When illness keeps me down, and life's a bore
I think of food and desserts galore.....

sing it with me......
Frapuchino From Star Bucks is best,
Lindt truffles put my restraint to the test
Chocolate covered doughnuts, with custardy goo
Sugared middles and Jelly filled ones too.
Crispy corn chips, and onion rings
These are a few of my favorite things……

Movenpick’s Carmelita, n sanchia’s Ice creams
Gooey fudge brownie’s, stuff of dreams
Apple pie, waffles and Mr Baker’s german cakes
Date n walnut thingy that ray bakes
Cesar’s mini croissants and Buffalo’s scorching wings
These are a few of my favorite things……

Scandinavian lobster thermador,
Batter fried prawns at SAS are to die for
Spicy Crab tandoori makes me happily cry
Chilly squid at Mahesh, Gajalee’s bombil fry
The chicken satellite at yoko’s that sizzles n sings
These are a few of my favorite things.

Tequila fired chicken a must try at VIE
Chinese Corner’s, “Chinese” biryani!!
Sukanya’s chicken 65
All stir fry’s food made, live!
The joy that Brio’s cheesy garlic bread brings
These are a few of my favorite things.

when my worlds dark
when the pain stings
when i'm feeling sad
I simply remember my favourite food
and then I don't feel soooooooo sad!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank you

So,
I'm sick
and being me
I can't just stay home n do nothing
so I fixed the archiving problem
actually a guy called
"wasted" from blogger help groups fixed it...
turns out he's not that wasted afterall
*look babie archives all of 'em*
happy reading.....

Miss communication to mis-communication

ah the limits of technology plaguing me
first on msn chat
misunderstood that
attributed it to PMS possibility
I said it
but he had thought it already
does that make me an MCP?
"i'll call you back in a bit"
said he
and true to his word
he did call me
only 2 mins before the next meeting
pardon me baby
this conversation is going to be fleeting
pray don't tax yourself
and hurry our talk
call me again
when you're not beating the clock
but he took offence
unfortunately
and won't text, in reply
to my apology

hai hai babie
mis-communication
sorry!
(sentence punctuated with smiley:)

I feel poor spiritually
I tried to go to church
and even there
I didn't feel welcome
the altar wasn't
becknoing me
the scafolding
seemed to bar me out
keep me at bay
God keeping me away

I feel the unberable heaviness of being
wearing me down
wearing me out
making me shout
today i let out a silent scream
walked out of my class
and had the urge to take the faster route downstairs
faster than the elevator...
:s
somedays i wonder why I knawed throu the restraints
the child has grown
the dream has gone