So I return once more to the sporadic posts....
ansgtless but slightly ennui-ed I approach the page with caution
the words will always come, tumble out of my head, bypassing my lips
subvocally whispered to my fingertips instead and up here
The wedding is all anyone can ask me about, and of course how he feels
everyone wonders what happened to the reluctance the averseness, disinclination, unwillingness, the dragging of heels, the stubborn stance, that gave way to this glorious blossoming
of love un fettered by the self protective urge and insecurity's scourge
so here we are 5 months away
and he said why aren't we scared?
i guess there's no fear once walls are down
and souls are bared....

Sure the future’s bright
The future’s a giagantic flash of an atomic kind
Eternal light
you’ll sleep sweet Some night
And when you wake you’ll find
A place where there is no more darkness
Nor hellish dreams or demons of the mind
Someday we’ll meet there in that place
Welcome gladly ties that bind
No more need to seek solace,
In the place with comfort of every kind