Want sexy tan Like hottie at Fanar...........want want want want want..............
Had dude at Starbucks play the theme from the GodFather for me............:):)
saw same hottie From fanar at StarBucks..........love Starbucks........... am half in love with the Hottie........looks a bit like someone outta linkin park.............a small slight I'm willing to overlook..............lovely being singleton..........am proud of current status......:):)
Jamal still hot still by my side :):) Thinks Hottie is "Bad Boy".............hmmmmmmmmm suddenly I like him even more.......

Public apology to Nis.............
Sorry for being an insensitive biatch.............will be nicer in future

Am missing my perceptive one...........
have been silly today...........and stupid.........and have very bad judgement when it comes to certain people...........will try and be better tomorrow..........
Besides Mum will be here tonight hopefully.............then i guess I'll be whipped into shape by some overcompensatory motherly love(????) lol!!!!

yunnoh is a nice word...............
I think i'm liking yunnoh as much as I like really now
Yunnoh I say really now, very often

Hey all you people who read this blog.............how is everyone..........feels like its been forever since I've posted..........and I'm extremely dissapointed at the lack of msgs posted on the board...........
Am regressing into feotal stage spend hours curled up in bed..............
Wonder whats the weather like in MT. Abu.............I heard its cold............ I wonder if its soooo soo cold it chills peoples senses and numbs their hearts......Kuwait on the other hand is warm..........warms peoples hearts heats up their senses............
wonder about Mumbai.............
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
I think I'm on something

Pants are loose...........apparently butt not as large as expected............hhhmmmmmmmmmmm, perhaps will be by the time I get back...............what with chocolate milk etc etc
PS: Mommy dearest was supposed to come today, but Indian airlines canceled their flight hence she missed her connecting flight poor mum..........and dad is acting like someone has died........
will tell all about the action packed evening I had yesterday...............too potent for the board!!!!

Oh dad got me these sexy pants........and this jazzy top.......knowing the size of my butt hope it fits..........

First off a big thank you to the prompt replies I have recieved via SMS.......You guys are the greatest!!!! Makes me feel all loved at all th warm fuzzies recieved
But one reminder Kuwait is 2 and a half hrs behind.......therefore that SMS you sent at 7 this morning Cherry reached me at 4:30 am!!!!!..........
I hope people's journal work is going better than mine.........fell asleep over Chatterji's Non-Language Prefrence Record.............woke up 3 hrs later with Jamal SMSing me.....hmmmmm no motivation to write tonight..........3 down 9 to go...............

BTW Jamal reffered to me as sister today!!!
What is the world coming too!!!!
First Aero calling himself uncle.......Now Jamal doing the whole sister thang!!!
PLEASE I AM NOT INCESTUOUS ALL THE TIME!!!!!!

Went to the scientifc center water front and read dad some poetry........"dacca gauzes"---> By Agha Shahid Ali
Meeting Poets------> Eunice D'souza, Highway Stripper-----> A.K. Ramanujan, Self Potrait also by the latter......then I gave him a brek and read some of my own.......He didn't make a single comment......but thats not unusual for my dad.....LOL!!!!
Then had coffee at Costa's.......nice nice....

Saw US airforce planes.......one huge grey one also.......resembled an elephant was very very huge..........

Hello to all from the state of Kuwait..........very boring flight......cept for hottie flight attendant........;)
Spent the whole of yesterday with dad.......had pancakes in a McDonalds over looking the sea..........:):)
visited cousins in the evening then crashed .........funny how even a 3 and a 1/2 hr flight can leaved you jet lagged.......
Got my cell today........will sms everyone with cells..........:)
Little gurl Cia is great company........She's adorable and she's getting my biological clock tic tocking.....what with asking me to feed her and sleeping on my lap while she drinks milk out of a pink feeding bottle:)
and today she said chreesann I want to go pee pee.........awwwwwwwww I feel so maternal right now!!!!!!
Gotta go now......have to paint the town RED!!!!


PS: Have no music, no cable and no PC !!!!!!!!!
will have in a few days.........at least PC

Departing at 4:30 am from home...............flight at 6 am.........3 and a 1/2 hrs to Kuwait.........:)
so who's gonna miss me................????????

Hey Hey Hey...........last night in the city...........:)
too tired to be as exhuberant as expected..........:)
Shre B was over today..........I'd like to think we had fun...........I think we did...........doing techie stuff.......cleaning up a photoshop .gif file......I felt like a pro........
and I made her listen to certain songs that I've been telling her about all term!!!.......
And I got loads of bye bye calls................:)
and bye bye visits..............:)
Its nice to be liked..............:)

PS: 1 day to departure
please keep posting on the message board
please keep reading
I'll try to post everyday...............

On a more serious note...............Let me tell you guys what ticks me off about certain women...................these are women who are confused about what Feminism actually is...........(probably coz they were not as fortunate as me..waht with my PSR class and everything)......These are the women who think feminism is about being against men and that is a load of bull shit............Its really about women seeking to be equal to men in all respects!!!!
women who confuse being feminist with being un feminine!!!!
I can't stand women who think that they won't be taken seriously if they're attractive..........and they go out of their way to look plain...and pretend to turn up their noses in disdain to anything they percieve to be very "gurly".........all the while being envious of the ones who can carry it off!!!
look at the logic in one such overheard statement............."why should I get all dressed up just so that men will find me attractive?"
I mean who says women dress only for men.............I dress for myself!!!! and I like dressing!!!!
I like looking attractive...............and if that gets me what i want well then SO BE IT!!!!!
I don't have a problem looking attractive and I make myself get taken seriously...............
these women should just drop their masks of wannabe feminism and get to the core issue which is insecurity
They are envious of an attractive girl so they slag her by passing her off as a gitty, ditsy chick!!!
If you think that I am the way I look...........then you should read the name of this page!!!!
Think you've got more to dish out......................Well go ahead then......... BRING IT ON!!!!!!!!!!

What a day......................What a lovely day....................:)
extremely content....................
want nothing absolutely at this moment...............(very rare......lol)

Dedicated to my very own masquerading Weed


Artist Alanis Morissette
Album Under Rug Swept
Song Utopia


we'd gather around all in a room fasten our belts engage in dialogue
we'd all slow down rest without guilt not lie without fear disagree sans judgement

we would stay and respond and expand and include and allow and forgive and
enjoy and evolve and discern and inquire and accept and admit and divulge and
open and reach out and speak up

This is utopia this is my utopia
This is my ideal my end in sight
Utopia this is my utopia
This is my nirvana
My ultimate

we'd open our arms we'd all jump in we'd all coast down into safety nets

we would share and listen and support and welcome be propelled by passion not
invest in outcomes we would breathe and be charmed and amused by difference
be gentle and make room for every emotion

we'd provide forums we'd all speak out we'd all be heard we'd all feel seen

we'd rise post-obstacle more defined more grateful we would heal be humbled
and be unstoppable we'd hold close and let go and know when to do which we'd
release and disarm and stand up and feel safe

this is utopia this is my utopia
this is my ideal my end in sight
utopia this is my utopia
this is my nirvana
my ultimate

I just got it.............:)

PS: 2 days to departure

Download Madonna's Die another day just got it.................:)

"I think I'll find another way
There's so much more to know
I think I'll find another way
It's not my time to go
For every sin I'll have to pay
A time to work. A time to play.
I think I'll find another way
It's not my time to go!"
sing along....................

had typed a huge post but then pressed some random button and it got all wiped out..............
too tired to post anything now!!
BTW just my luck comp in kuwait not working :"(
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (its me crying)

My sweet sweet cousin Dale...........(who by the way Ladies is single and a hottie)...........sends me these funny links check this one out if u like satirical humour based on politics............(American Politics!!! hehehehehhee.)
www.markfiore.com/animation.html

Who's gonna miss me when I'm gone.............................................
NO ONE I"M NOT GONNA GIVE YOU GUYS A Chance to miss me............I'll be posting everyday..........:):)...........(at least Ill try)

Happy Dassera!!!
I got all dressed up and met Kal and Di for lunch.........Kal's mum got me this amazing bag, I love it!!! and kal gave me this kool shirt:) yay!! I love presents !!!
I love planning a present.....loads of thought goes into some presents and others well they just say the person's name out real loud.............Like the crab I bought ShreB
I was in the gift shop of a scientific centre in May of this year..........just browsing arround..........and then suddenly I see this adorable crab and its saying Shreya Shreya, cancerian etc etc.........Like when I got kal those wooden soled flip flops..........they screamed her name!!!!
And whats a gift without the elaborate wrapping...........Infact the worst wrapped gift I ever gave anyone was the present I gave russ for his birthday this year.......hehehehhee............Coz I had to open it hazzar times at univ to show what was in!!!!!!!!!
and I think I know what I'm getting Kalika for her birthday :):)

PS: 3 days to departure

For a twenty year old I sometimes feel really really old.....................(like today)
(I know I usually act like I'm 4)but mentally I feel old.............A friend was asking me about why I want to grow up so fast............Guess he dosen't realise that Its high Time I did grow up............I mean I'm doing my masters!!! I'm out of college..........I now have to seriously think about being independent..............working...............making money................I gotta stop living off my parents.........
He thinks I take life very seriously..........He dosen't know there'll be a host of others who would state quite the contrary..........
I'm at this point in my life where I need to shape up and pay attention to where I'm headed.........the future looks bright with endless possibilities and I'm pretty excited about being in the "real" world as my father puts it...............I can't help getting serious...........He's not that young either, just a year younger than I am............yet I feel I lack the luxury of just having fun and just doing anything I please, which he is privy to......Maybe its why I feel distant from him at times..................I have always had the ability to relate to people of all ages.........however its difficuilt to relate all the time...............
He's a good person to unwind with though................when I want to let go and be crazy..............but you can't be like that all the time........You have to be serious sometimes............you have to have issues............take a stand.........give a damn............
Life is not all Ha Ha hee hee...............
In my life .............
I need reflection, I need really intense conversations, and quiet time to my thoughts, and to hold someones hand, I need love, friends,Books, music, food for thought.......To be intuitive and to question..........who, where ,why ,howcome.............
I'm driven by this hunger within to seek, to know, Learning from life, learning for life..........
lets live for the moment with the future in perspective............I think we can do both...........
Happy living :)


PS: 4 days to departure :)

Wow what a lazy day its been............I didn't do a thing..............just OD'ed on sleep!!!
now for an Insomniac like me sleep is just wonderfull..........
I was reading Nischint's page (2nd link) earlier and he echoed the same sentiments............I totally agree with what he says about being perfectly content lying in bed all day doing nothing...................heaven....................

Busy Day tomorrow...............
have to go to the lousy Immigration office...........sucky place!!!
just like any Government office............take forever to get anything done..........create unecessary hassles for people and are rude as hell................
I dread my trips there I can't wait for after December when I get My immigration not required stamp.....coz I'm a graduate........yay!!!!!

PS: 5 days to departure

why did I post the same thing twice!!!!!

I need a car!!! I feel like a burden getting people to drop me home.............I wanna drive myself home!!!!!
First off I need to learn to drive............:(
I may try and bully Papa The (pronounced theee) Great to give me lessons..........I don't think he will.............
PS: 6 days to departure

Ever heard of the term PAVING
paving: to pave as in to attempt to get it on with someone Hindi version is...............Line Lagaoing
use in a sentence----------->" Man you're pathetic trying to pave with the chick your ex hates!!"
(this is a republished post, just so my readers keep up with my ever expanding vocabulary of slang)
coined by Russell

There’s this new coffee place called Mocha--> Coffee n Conversation.
That’s my line I’m always saying coffee and conversation!!!!
Don’t believe me check out my post on Tuesday September 3rd!!!

Had a fun time at Jazz By The Bay last night……….cept it did get a bit awkward when Rohan Sq who just happened to be singing there with his band Aqua Flow, decided to dedicate practically every song to me……………
Much to the Horror of a certain someone with me……
Rohan Sq and I go back a long long way……..He’s a great friend and I’ve never heard him sing live ……..Now I know that, He’s also a very Talented singer……….(Suzzette will agree whole heartedly)
I called his mother and asked Her to have him call me………..But as I expected he called me from work today……….But as usual too busy for us to have a real conversation..........I'll have to talk to him tonight..........

Party!!!!!! Party!!!!
U only live once right!!!

Hey All mini post today. I'm out and posting from a friends place................See how loyal I am to my readers:):)

HEY My message Board is up........................:) (If u've been paying attention you would know that already!!!)
I'm not censoring the board................so don't abuse your freedom to express yourselves............:)
KEEP IT CLEAN!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABHARWAL
have loads of fun dude.................

I caught the second episode of Dark Angel
I am reserving all judgements for Nischint's sake..................
BTW the time the show is set in...............America as a third world country???
Did I get that part right???

I met a girl I know and she said hello
I was a bit spaced out what with the heat n all..........and during the course of the conversation.....which I was answering quite mechanically......I found myself, straightening my hair out in the reflection of her sunglasses!!!! (SOOO RUDE!!!)
Taking narcissism to new heights...................

Thank You Nischint!!!!
I am sooooooooooo happy I now have a message board..................and its all thanks to Nischint :)
Check out nischint's web page link 2
and post messages on my board link 1
oo I am sooooooooooooooooooo Happy!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIANN
I know your dad can't be there but have loads of fun!!!!

Hey I have a message board--------------->http://www.jamlikethat.com/ca/
post messages here:):)

Alanis Morissette
You Owe Me Nothing In Return

I'll give you careless amounts of out right
Acceptance if you want it. I'll give you
Encouragement to choose the path you want if you need it.

You can speak of anger and doubts,
Your fears and freak-outs and I'll hold it.
You can share your so-called
Shamefilled accounts of times in your life and I won't judge it.

And there are no strings attached,
You owe me nothing for giving the love that I give.
You owe me nothing for caring the way that I have.
I give you thanks for receiving, it's my privilege,
And you owe me nothing in return.

You can ask for space for yourself
And only yourself and I'll grant it.
You can ask for freedom as was
Or time to revel and you'll have it.

You can ask to live by yourself
Or love someone else and I'll support it.
You can ask for anything you want
Anything at all and I'll understand it.

I bet you're wondering when
The next payback shoe will eventually drop.
I bet you're wondering when my conditional police will force you to cough up.
I bet you're wondering how far you have gone and sunk your way down into debt
This is the only kind of love
As I understand it that there really is.

You can express your deepest of truths
Even if it means I'll lose you and I'll hear it.

You can fall into the abyss
On the way to your bliss
And I'll empathize with.
You can't say that you'll have to skip town
To chase your passion and I'll hear it.
You can leave and hit rock bottom have a mid-life chrisis and I'll hold it.

If someone asked me if I was happy.................I would really not know what to say...............Maybe If I got whatever I wanted I'd be happy............But why do I base the idea of my happiness to be contingent on getting whatever I want.............No one can get whatever they want all of the time............
If I had everything I ever wanted I still wonder if I'd be truly happy...............IF I had everything in the world where would I put it.............
sometimes I wonder whether I should even be striving towards being happy..............I have a better shot at being content...........
then I just have to reach what James Allison calls the Bliss-point................an optimum level of functioning...........where I can make compromises and little sacrifices at the cost of my own happiness for the sake of people I love and care about.........would that make me happy or make me resent them even more.......and how much would I have to take (or will I be able to take) before I lapse back to being selfish ol' me................how long, can one want, without having.............how long before ones just snaps and reaches out to grab..............
messy messy messy stuff here................

Funny how all these new bands sound quite alike...................
the calling sounds like nickleback sounds like creed sounds like pearl jam
puddle of mud sounds like fuel sounds like everlast
I could go on and on and on...........................
Alanis sure has an original voice though.....................Cause she's a woman...............:)

Hey ya'll........how have you been..........
Another scorching day huh........
I've been averaging a sprite a day.............and countless glasses of Tang (Orange)............You know I don't understand why Tang branched out into making other flavours.......I've tried mango, and some others but they're really sucky............
But this is Not as ridiculous as Wipro making comps and baby products............I'm sure I'll be a johnson's mom............(No Nat I'm not namimg my son/daughter Johnson, I'll be using the products)

Remember the huge parcel my dad sent.............well since its shrimping season in Kuwait he sent us some jumbo prawns
so I invited the girls for a prawn lunch.......Tandoori prawns, Prawn pulao and Prawn Vindaloo............and a Haryali Chicken just to even things out :)
Dessert consisted of an assortment of chocolates------> Galaxy Jewels.............The Truffles and The Pralines are my favourites..........(Hint hint at anyone who wants to send me chocolat.........especially aero....;)...........Just kidding!!!!!.....)

Subject: Complaints

Never underestimate your Clients' Complaint, no matter how funny it might
be!

This is a real story that happened between the customer of General Motors
and its Customer-Care Executive. A complaint was received by the Pontiac
Division of General Motors: "This is the second time I have written to you,
and I don't blame you for not answering me, because I sounded crazy, but it
Is a fact that we have a tradition in our family of Ice-Cream for dessert
after dinner each night. But the kind of ice cream varies so, every night,
after we've eaten, the whole family votes on which kind of ice cream we
should have and I drive down to the store to get it. It's also a fact that I
recently purchased a new Pontiac and since then my trips to the store have
created a problem. You see, every time I buy a vanilla ice-cream, when I
start back from the store my car won't start. If I get any other kind of ice
cream, the car starts just fine. I want you to know I'm serious about this
question, no matter how silly it sounds" "What is there about a Pontiac that
makes it not start when I get vanilla ice cream, and easy to start whenever
I get any other kind?"
The Pontiac President was understandably skeptical about the letter, but
sent an Engineer to check it out anyway. The latter was surprised to be
greeted by a successful, obviously well educated man in a fine neighborhood.
He had arranged to meet the man just after dinnertime, so the two hopped
into the car and drove to the ice cream store. It was vanilla ice cream that
night and, sure enough, after they came back to the car, it wouldn't start.
The Engineer returned for three more nights. The first night, they got
chocolate. The car started. The second night, he got strawberry. The car
started. The third night he ordered vanilla. The car failed to start.
Now the Engineer, being a logical man, refused to believe that this man's
car was allergic to vanilla ice cream. He arranged, therefore, to continue
his visits for as long as it took to solve the problem. And toward this end
he began to take notes: he jotted down all sorts of data: time of day, type
of gas uses, time to drive back and forth etc. In a short time, he had a
clue: the man took less time to buy vanilla than any other flavor.
Why? The answer was in the layout of the store. Vanilla, being the most
popular flavor, was in a separate case at the front of the store for quick
pickup. All the other flavors were kept in the back of the store at a
different counter where it took considerably longer to check out the flavor.

Now, the question for the Engineer was why the car wouldn't start when it
took less time. Eureka - Time was now the problem not the vanilla ice
cream!!!!
The engineer quickly came up with the answer: vapour lock". It was happening
every night; but the extra time taken to get the other flavors allowed the
engine to cool down sufficiently to start. When the man got vanilla, the
engine was still too hot for the vapour lock to dissipate.
Remember:
Even crazy looking problems are sometimes real and all problems seem to be
simple only when we find the solution with cool thinking. Don't just say its
"IMPOSSIBLE" without putting a sincere effort... Observe the word
"IMPOSSIBLE" carefully... Looking closer you will see, "I'M POSSIBLE"...
What really matters is your attitude and your perception.

Contributed by ----->Arun

>Men are like ...Floor Tiles. If you lay them right the first
>time, you can walk all over them for years!
> >> > >
>Men are like ...Bank Accounts. Without a lot of money, they
>don't generate much interest.
> >> > >
>Men are like ...Blenders. You need one, but you're not quite
>sure why.
> >> > >
>Men are like ...Coffee. The best ones are rich, hot, and can
>keep you up all night.
> >> > >
>Men are like ...Commercials. You can't believe a word they
>say.
> >> > >
>Men are like ...Computers. Hard to figure out and never have
>enough memory.
> >> > >
>Men are like ...Cool Boxes. Load them with beer, and you can
>take them anywhere.
> >> > >
>Men are like ...Copiers. You need them for reproduction, but
>that's about it.
> >> > >
>Men are like ...Government bonds. They take a long time to
>mature.
> >> > >
>Men are like ...Horoscopes. They always tell you what to do
>and are usually wrong.
> >> > >
>Men are like ...Lava lamps. Fun to look at, but not all that
>bright.
> >> > >
>Men are like ...Mascara. They usually run at the first sign of
>emotion.
>
>Men are like ...Parking spots. The good ones are already taken
>
> >> > >
>Men are like ...Popcorn. They satisfy you, but only for a
>little while.
> >> > >
>Men are like ...Snowstorms. You never know when they're
>coming, how many inches you'll get or how long they will last.
> >> > >
>Men are like ...Used Cars. Easy-to-get, cheap and unreliable.
> >> > >


contributed by Uncle Dharam

My dad has sent me this huge food filled parcel!!!!
But the Heat is making it very difficuilt for me to do justice to it :(:(
why is it sooooooooooooooooooo hot..................
I'm telling u watch out for color co-ordinated puddles.........Its probably me...........

I have bought me a really funked out pair of sandals..................I luv 'em :):)
U know most of my psych prof's would probably kill me but, I do find shopping theraputic..........
Get Mad at someone go out and treat yourself to ummm I dunno..........just about anything............and the good thing is u need not blow up huge amounts of dosh........here are some intresting but inexpensive ways to do it.....

Honey lip gloss----> 35 Rs (comes in a variety of yummy flavors, availiable in alpha or like stores)
Pretty Pink/Blue pastel slippers------->59 Rs (Bata, or roadie shops)
Funky beaded jewellery------------>Rs 20 onwards (hill road, lokhandwala, best get the guy outside Barrista at Lokhandwala to make what u want)
Nail Polish ----------> Rs 20 onwards (Alpha has a scheme going, 3 of any color or type for rs 150!!)
A new t-shirt/ clothes item of your choice---------> Rs 100 onwards ( Clothes places are aplenty but finding nice inexpensive buys is even more fun)
Hair mascara-------->Rs 100 onwards ( Alternatively Javed Habib, has been using poster colors for a funky one time wear thing, I dunno about how healthy it is is for your hair.......But u can get creative )

See sooooooooooo many options.............
So next time that certain somone starts to exasperate you......Don't get Mad get shopping!!!

whats with this heat wave sweeping the city
Its SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOT!!!!!
37 deg C yesterday
and how hot was it today????
I'm telling u if u see a puddle that has matching colors in it, you know its me...in my liquid melted state!!!!!!

Get well soon TAC............:)
@->-----------
Tac was helping his dad restyle his garden...........and fell over a wheel barrow.................broke three fingers and fractured his left wrist.........

Yesterday was Russell's birthday
after obsessing over what to get him............I bought him a tee................which he liked..............I think...........coz he took off the one he was wearing, put on the one I gave him (which is a wee bit small for him, but he's too polite to say so) and then ripped off the tag..........and he didn’t take it off…….which is also a good sign……
I had a lot of fun these guys were doing a spoof of the backstreet boy's and they were sooooooooo funny!!!!
Man!! I wish I had my digicam I so wanna catch them on tape!!! They are priceless................I think they better watch out they’re a bit too good at it hehehe….

If u like this page I have 2 new pages for you guys to check out.............they are link 1 and 2
Link one is a blog like this By Vishal Remember him..............U should he's the reason I have this blog!!!
and link two is by this guy Nischint.........who actually bought the web space and built his blog from scratch!!!
check them out over the weekend............:)
incidentally Nis and Vish go back a long way.................Don't you................

Namrata----------> (Reader Of The Month For the month Of September )
Chose to post some mp3 recomendations
here they are......
1) Avril Lavigne--->complicated
2) POD--------------->Alive
3) John Mayer------>No such thing
4) Paul Oakenfold-->Get em up and Starry eyed surprise
5) Michelle Branch--> All you ever wanted
6) Sita--------------------> Happy


There you have it an intresting selection..............Check out the videos at LAUNCH...................:)